“Two women, one married, share a passionate night and confront their desires for happiness beyond societal expectations.”
I Love You So Much, I Hate You
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Synopsis
Two women, one married, share a passionate night and confront their desires for happiness beyond societal expectations.
From an outside perspective, the relationship between Saori Fujimura and her boss Ayako Asano is purely professional. However, digging beneath the surface shows that strictly platonic rapport could not be further from the truth. After assisting her with work that she has been struggling to finish, Ayako invites Saori out for drinks at a bar. However, Saori drinks too much and lets slip the famous phrase—"I love you." This leads to the two sharing a passionate night together, despite the fact that Ayako must return to her husband in the morning. As both women grapple with the unsatisfactory nature of their current lives, they begin to explore the meaning of their own happiness and the strength it takes to grasp it.
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Derived from 6 sampled reviews
What 6 readers settled on.
Mostly aligned
σ 1.11 · some divergence
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Not enough recommend signal yet
↑ 0.33
Running avg · Nov 2020 → Apr 2025
- 8 “A high-quality romance story. My only gripe is that it's just one volume, as it definitely could have been stretched out into a series! The characters were enjoyable, including side characters. I...”
- 7 “Seeing as there isn't any reviews yet I thought I'd leave mine. Spoiler-free. I didn't quite know what to expect when I bought Nikurashii hodo Aishiteru, but I really did enjoy reading it. It tells...”
- 8 “For some reason, I am really attracted to yuri plots like this, where there is this woman who fells in love with a married/committed woman who is in a loveless marriage or relationship. For me, the...”
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A Manga Publication
- Format 9 × 1 ch × vol
- Total read 1h 12m approx
- Published Jul 2019 – ongoing
- Source Manga media type
- Ref. BS-M51872 catalog