“Former college friends reunite when BDSM enthusiast Ikuse becomes reluctant editor to Kazami, the man who once rejected him.”
Self-indulgent Vanilla
ひとりよがりのバニラ
Would You Love or Hate This?
AI-powered analysis tailored to your taste
Based on your preference for character-driven stories with layered emotional arcs, this title's exploration of identity and belonging would deeply resonate. The pacing mirrors series you've rated highly, and its thematic depth aligns with your appreciation for nuanced storytelling...
However, the slow initial episodes might test your patience given your history of dropping shows that don't hook you early. The art style shift in the middle arc could also be a concern...
Synopsis
Former college friends reunite when BDSM enthusiast Ikuse becomes reluctant editor to Kazami, the man who once rejected him.
Around campus, Ikuse is a notorious bookworm, focused solely on literature. Kazami, a master of none, simply wants to enjoy his college life. One day in the cafeteria they strike up a conversation and their friendship takes off. Kazami learns of Ikuse's interest in BDSM, and they begin to explore the fetish. Lost in pleasure, Ikuse blurts out his true desire, but he is turned down. Unable to face Kazami, Ikuse severs his ties with him. Years later, he still can't forget about him. Now, an editor, what sits on his desk is none other than Kazami's manuscript. Can Ikuse look beyond the past and nurture Kazami's talent as his editor? Can they move forward, or are they doomed to repeat the past? (Source: Houbunsha)
What people say
Read Order & Related
Explore the Self-indulgent Vanilla universe
Cast
See all →Gallery
See all →If you stay for this, you'll stay for these
See all →The community pairs this with
See all →Publication slate
A Manga Publication
- Format 8 × 1 ch × vol
- Total read 1h 04m approx
- Published Apr 2021 – Feb 2022
- Source Manga media type
- Ref. BS-M70074 catalog