I could not understand my feelings. It comes very complex. Is it disgusting? Is it horrific? Is it great? Its answer is all of them at the same time. In fuminari's view there is someone very beautiful. But it is the problem itself. Fuminari sees good things bad and bad things good because of his surgeon. And ım curious. If she is the most beautiful thing in fuminari's view then how does she look like for normal person? Its also very philosphyical ı think. What is the difference between a human and a creature? What is disgusting, ugly or what is beautiful? Maybeit just fucked up my mind.