Chapters 1-5: It can be a secret, naughty shame to allow someone to use you, to find that special lustful place in you, but it's relief when you can reason it away that you were forced (even if you really want it! ;-) and that a sexy man of uncommon power captures your heart as he blackmails your soul and mind. Irony that man is a brain surgeon! ha! This manga explores the feelings of self-hatred and low self-esteem which allows a person to let themselves be hurt over and over again by any who want to. This one of the more explicit yaoi, but Idon't find the characters especially attractive. What a bunch of irresponsible sex addicts! LOL I finished this manga, but was actually glad the first part was over.

Chapter 6 was the best, it was sexy, short and sweet, but the first 5 got on my nerves. Chapter 7 was also alright, though I didn't understand the dialogue fully, yet the sex scenes were nice ;-)