Another book from Nagata Kabi. This time it’s main focus is about yearning for love and marriage. Although not as impactful as the first or second book, I still found it relatable on so many levels. And that’s to be expected considering all human beings share the same basic needs. Aside from the desperate longing, there was some discourse in regard to gender identity and sexuality but it barely scratched the surface. When comparing her mentality and self-preservation to the previous works, I felt she has moved forward and is finally on the way to learn the joy of self-love. And I think that’s great.I myself, have been in a really dark place a long time ago but I managed to get out of it thanks to my family and my own desire to take back control so I know how hard it is to get out of that vicious cycle of self-hatred and hopelessness towards other people.

I’ve so far refrained from rating her works since to be honest, it doesn’t feel right for me to rate another person’s “real” thoughts and experiences of the world and since it’s told in such a straightforward way I feel it’s almost impossible not to sympathize with her. But it seems like MAL is forcing me to do it this time. So that’s that.

I see that she has another project on the way although it’s currently on hiatus. I’ll be looking forward to any future works by her and I truly hope she finds her inner peace soon.