Be not afraid of the title, this is a very accessible work as we follow a depressed loser with no ethics that fakes being straight for his job, and as BL enjoyers with a MAL account i think we can all relate to that. Jokes aside, Maki Marikudo gives and dangerously accurate depictions of how untreated mental illness and low self-esteem issues can fuck up your life and actually turn you into the piece of shit you see in the mirror. I love me a problematic bisexual, i love me him finding a labradorish gym bro to balance him, but these 3 tomes will most of allstay with me for a long time both as a cold call-out like a glass of ice water in the face, and a gentle, judgment-free hug to remind me that life is not over despite of how the past went.

Go get some help if you need it, if not for yourself, do it for the others around you.
You'll make it through, ily <3