this made me cry sometimes and made me happy sometimes and i love this manga but there's some cons in it that details in the last chapter that the author didnt make it clear for us like : she refused her friend or no ? in myanami (nanami) chapters why the author didnt explain why she was hurting herself and why her parents died ? and why abazumi (nanami in youth) was go in bar and selling her body ? and why nanami's friend wrote to oba chan (old nanami) on the artwork , make me alive ? please someone make it clear to me andi will be pleased .