"you are the knife I writhe in my skin" smth by franz kafka or some other edgelord idk hit me like a punch with nostalgia both the music and the visuals, all in accord I want to re-watch the rebuilds now- they lack everywhere but rei smiles, kaworu loves, shinji plays, and asuka grows up also gendo isn't just hellbent on manipulating shinji and shinji makes decisions for himself the new world is less arbitrary, in a sense there is more color to the heroadulthood is a lone bitch
I hate myself and loathe the future
maybe there is more than hell on this earth, though