This manwha (korean manga it seems), is incredible! The overall atmosphere and aspects it covers, that range from dark to humorful in the realm of reality & how real suicide is (yes it can be humorful to an extent, a very..strange, unique extent). Here you have a boy, who appears to be young, yet is 17, who encounters a world of hurt every single day, every step of the way. He tries and tries to commit the deed, but fails inevitably due to the fears and pains that said deed comes with it. Eventually, the side characters you'd assume that would come, do show up, but incredibly unexpectedly! Throughit all, our little cinna-roll struggles deeply, and this manga shows it's beauty.
The beauty that such feelings do exist in the world, and are more times than naught, avoided heavily.

There's lots of cringy moments, but so very many wholesome moments, that I really want anyone interested in knowing more of how people who've been depressed and dealt with the struggles of suicide, to check this out!